Medical Update
I have seen the doctor and the visiting nurse and then I had
to take a nap. Now I am able to post an update of my condition. First I have been taking a shot in my abdomen
daily of a blood thinner, after 5 months of this treatment I can now stop,
hurray!! Secondly I checked and they want me to have both the flu and pneumonia
shot this year. I thought they would but I wanted to confirm with my drastic
change in my health in the past year.
Now here is the biggest news. They are putting me on a new medication
called Mitotane. It is some pretty strong stuff, this chemical
has a non-medical use, it is a pesticide, what a crazy world when we willingly poison
our body to try and kill a disease! I can expect some rather tough side
effects, vomiting and diarrhea, just to start with. They will also be
monitoring my liver function, because that could be affected by this “medication”. If it will shrink the tumor some and/or at
least stop it from growing any more I will be very happy. The tumor is not. with my being able to eat
and I would like to keep it that way.
Now there is a change on my pain medication, they are
changing how much I get each hour, from 15 ml to 22 ml per hour and if I still
feel I need extra, which has gone from 4 ml to 6 ml. However, I still can take
the extra medication every 5 minutes if needed.
Now how am I doing emotionally, well, I feel good that we
have a plan in place I am not sure just when I will start the new treatment.
First I will go into the Cancer Center for a training session and then they
will give me first prescription from them. At that time they will go over all
the side effects in greater detail and let me know how to handle them, what I
can do for myself at home and when I will need to either call the VNA or them.
Along with which one to call at which time, I really like this they did it with
me back in May when we tried the chemotherapy.
The doctor also gave me an academic paper on this treatment
to read if I want to. I told Katie my
VNA nurse about it and she feels that I will understand most of it. I thought
they both have given me a very nice complement. It is 8 pages long so I may
only read part of it. Mainly the part about this type of treatment, is what I
want to read at least for now. The doctors feel hopeful that I will respond
well to this treatment if I can tolerate it. They will start me on a very low
dose to see how I handle it and then move it up based on my tolerance and
reaction to it. I feel very good about this approach to my care.
Please feel free to ask me any questions you might have. I
totally understand what all this means to my life and so does my Mom. Of
course, we are not thrilled about it but at least there are still treatments
out there for me to try. The day I get out of the doctor’s office after hearing
that there is nothing more they can do for me is going to be real hell. But we
are not there at this time.
It sounds experimental, and that's a good thing. I believe cutting edge approaches can be life-saving. I'm sorry for everything you are suffering, but regardless of the outcome, something good is happening due to your willing participation. As far as the day you hear there is nothing more they can do for you, you aren't there, and you haven't heard that yet. I believe in prayer and I know you do too. You are in mine all the time Suzie.
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ReplyDeleteI am not sure just how experimental this treatment is but I don't care lets do something. With the change in pain medication what I am feeling the most of is sleepiness. I know in time that will adjust and I will be just fine.
You are very right I believe very strongly in the power of prayer and I can tell that my friends and family are praying for me. Thank you for being a part of that.
I believe in a very kind and loving God and therefore I am not afraid of any thing that is coming down the road for me. One of my favorite poems is Footsteps. I am sure if I could see my walk with Jesus along the beach I too would be surprised at how many times He has carried me already. Through the prayers of my friends and family and my own prayers and scripture study I know that this will not be a rotten journey. I will learn and grow closer to my Savior.
Thanks for your words of encouragement.
Suzie