Today;
the rollercoaster has stopped spinning and I think I am just crawling up
another hill, ever so slowly. But at the moment, the stomach aches are driving
me crazy. Lunch just didn’t like me. So although I am hungry, I don’t know what
I want to eat. This is a rotten thing. Because I am also concerned with what
will my stomach tolerate? At the moment I am trying crackers and ginger ale.
Emotionally
I am beginning to come to terms with the fact that the doctors are saying I
will not see Christmas of 2014. This is such a crazy way to live. I am trying
not to dwell on it but at the moment my stomach cramps are bad enough to keep
me from thinking of much else. I pray that in a day or two this will pass. I would
rather have the mild hot flashes that I get once in a while. But such is life
and I keep plugging along.
I
must say to all of you. Your posts on facebook are great. I am so glad you are
helping me to find ways to laugh about going bald. That is an easy trade for 4
more months here with you, my friends and family.
Suzie, if you like vanilla milkshakes, have one. I'm just saying that when I couldn't find what that 'thing' was that I was craving, it turned out to be a vanilla milkshake.
ReplyDeleteI will keep that in mind. I had not thought of having a milkshake at all. Thanks for the idea and for keeping me in your thoughts.
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